Left
for dust
(on Tess leaving home)
Dust
eddies and swirls
as he comes and you leave.
My
receding world
wears a fine winter dust-jacket,
playing tricks with the angles of slanting
sunlight.
Why
bother to wipe it away now that you’ve gone?
It’ll
only settle again with this restless solstice wind.
The
harsh berg breezes
sweep through my home and
release
the dancing ghosts.
Either
that or sift a gentle grey mantle
on my emptying nest.
Remember this : Anniversaries April 2015
Once
I
lurched crazily, drunkenly
from one anniversary to the next
birthday
deranged
eyes stretched with
the madness of grief.
Each
occasion offered a million reasons
to evoke cataclysmic pain
re-lived, belly-up,
a blow all over again in the solar plexus;
I'll curl up like a child.
Now
I sail into them with surprise –
What- here again?
A
place to meet a long lost friend;
A
chance to breathe and re-connect:
A welcome harbour for re-stocking.
As
life goes on, more landmarks score the route.
They
pepper the map of my life -
punctuation marks:
Remember this!
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